It's all there in the title.
Being that it's the end of the semester, I've been a tad busy as of late. It doesn't mean I've been neglecting my promises! I've said it a billion times and I mean it: I will get all of the requests taken care of!
Art of every kind is a side hobby of mine. I don't get paid and therefore have little motivation at times. We all know the feeling. Be it math, science, writing, or art, we sometimes just don't feel like doing them if it becomes work. We get burned out and loose interest. Or maybe it's just me...
I love art but I'm afraid if I push myself, it'll just feel monotonous. I don't want to dislike it! It already happened to me in physics. I absolutely love physics but if you want to be an actually respectable physicist, you need to dedicate every waking, sleeping, breathing moment of your life to it to become great. I couldn't keep up with what was demanded and I just got burned out.
It's kind of like if you build a Redstone clock in Minecraft using only Redstone Torches and dust. If the clock runs too fast (i.e. If to much work is asked of it) it burns out and becomes unusable. lol Minecraft applied to real life
But for serious though, I really want to thank everybody for their patients! No one has been pushy or demanding but we're all human. I know what it's like to want something and not get it in a timely manor. Even if you understand and can sympathize with the situation, it's still a little disappointing in the back of your mind. The Ego is a tricky bastard. I just want to point out that I don't like Freud. He was nuts. It was just a good chance to use "ego" in a sentence! lol
Is this just me making excuses for not getting stuff done? Perhaps. It's not intended to be but I'll do some self reflection later and decide if it is all just an excuse when I have time. lol
BUT I DIGRESS! Thanks again all!